Today as yesterday, I have a little trouble to put me to the keyboard. Today as yesterday, I did than willing to talk about others. Today as yesterday, I could tell you about my husband and all his helpers (and they are many, including here, I am entitled to a pretty building my future website.) I could also talk to friends who realize an ultra cool series on YouTube called Freez. I could tell you about crowded except me, my children, their games (they make miso soup with dish soap …), their building (a robot, because as they want to be jedi Halloween, they need a R2D2. Theirs is called…

Ok, I’m in love. Santa… if you hear me…

Day 13 of this challenge which aimed to set every day at the computer and write, a few words, or larger thoughts about my progression as an artist or woman. Last  Il therefore had to happen at some point or another. Empty tank. I could speak of others. Yes, it has always been easy to talk about others, friends and admiration I have for what they do. This is why these 30 days are a challenge. Talk about my life, my inspirations, my inner self and true, show me the way I am, authentic, It is not so easy. Here I put myself in danger. I feel especially vulnerable (to…

  Dualité. Work in progress 80 X 100 cm by Fannoche Sheartwild I started this painting a year ago … I have made great progress this summer but then I got stuck. It was hard to define women who appeared. They have such a force, such a message, I felt a little lost. Will I be capable? May I convey what they wanted to make me understand? The woman on the right I advanced on the right woman first, feeling very quickly that she was a bit lost. She needed to snuggle, pampering. It seemed to me dumb, full of repressed pain… It appeared to me also with the non…

In foreground, painting “duality” 80 X 100 cm, details, by Fannoche Spending time in my studio made me much good. As I told you the importance of entering each day in the creative space (which is enter the DAILY studio), I entered mine. I spent time taking pictures here and there. I was doing a little tweaking, collage of inspiration … I did not put pressure on me to paint! And sometimes the expected miracle happens, I suddenly felt invaded by the desire to attack one of my paintings. A canvas that I have done much sweat! Gradually, as it slowly revealed, reflections on the duality* returned to me. The…

For Vassilissa (tale character who meets Baba Yaga the wild creature) salvation comes by learning to feed her creativity, her intuition. I realize that I started my challenge with the thoughts that inspired me and I have a little trouble to return to my little studio. Sometimes the way things are, we must accept them, like not being in a creative phase. Still, you have to feed you creativity! This may be spending time in nature or on pinterest, read books or simply walk trough the door of your studio, going in a a little store, choose not to clean the traces of paintings on the wall and take a…

Yesterday I decided to dig hypersensitivity. And from web page to web page, I stumbled upon a book speaking of giftedness in adults. According to the author Monique de Kermadec, hypersensitivity concerns people with high potential and affected by Asperger syndrome (among others). In short, I also checked all other characteristics (as my son, but I suspected for a long time for him.) Finally, I did not buy this book … I’m too afraid to settle in a scheme where one more label will stick me and will strop progressing in life under cover being probably “gifted”. Vassilissa coming back from Baba Yaga And as things always hold in life…

Yesterday I mentioned my hypersensitivity … Hypersensitivity is little known in France (the term itself is under employee). Yet this word is understood by itself : hyper = more. Meaning feeling more strongly the senses, emotions (and also stress) than average. It’s a little like the princess and the pea in real life;) My painting “in between” is talking about the emotions Hypersensitivity. Wide subject … It was described by CG Jung (yep, him again in this blog …) but is not a disorder. In fact, the famous psychoanalyst thinks it would even be a rewarding source for faculty of intuition! Hey hey… And the remedy (well, if we can…

So I would say that today I really wanted to share on what has become a small problem in my life: the movies. Yep. Movies. I just take 30 minutes with the last film by Jean Jacques Annaud. Record broken. I’ll never see the end. However, since the pitch touches me (it talks about the totem wolf…) am I become old mature? Is what because I’m a Mom? Still, I now consider myself a hypersensitive and I can not watch any film. Exit those of injustice, author of films about human cruelty, and all those who do not seem to bring me something in life… (99% of the programming of the last…

Let’s talk about… … super power! When I was a child, the super power I dreamed of was being able to communicate with animals. Women and wolf Of course, I could talk to the animals along with the incredible utility to treat them at best. But I could also approach the extraordinary wild animals such as foxes, wolves, deer and especially birds. Nozzles and Eagles in particular. My super power would have been to approach that man can’t now. What a strange feeling to think back to my childhood dreams-passion! Yet, since April, it seems to me that I revives this superhero desire. In july I became the owner (the…